If I sit in my emptiness, will You reassure me of your presence?
If I weep in sorrow, will You relieve my pain?
If I laugh in pretense, will You see through my pain?
If I stare into oblivion, will You guard my mind?
If I give up hope, will You impel my heart to live?
If I wallow in my hopelessness, will You surrender me?
If I stagger in my walk, will you withdraw Your calling?
If I live in my deception, will you wrench my heart?
Are You there? ………Are You here?

Still in agony... but I'll wait.

In Your strength, I'll wait.